The life you want is not created through discipline…
It is created through desire.
There is a version of you that doesn’t hide.
A woman who moves with devotion…
who is fully expressed, fully seen, and doesn’t abandon herself to be accepted.
You feel her.
You’ve felt her for some time now.
The question is…
are you ready to become her?
This is not a program.
This is an initiation.
Into your desire.
Your truth.
Your fully expressed life.
A six-week descent into devotion, sensuality, and the awakening of your Muse
That version of you…No longer betrays herself. She trusts what she feels, honors what she desires, and stops shaping her life around what is expected of her. She is done living half-expressed, done waiting for permission, done abandoning the parts of herself that want more. She chooses truth. She chooses aliveness. She chooses herself. She chooses the Muse.
Babe, I have a story to tell you.
I did all the things correctly. Became a wife, a mom, had the business, sacrificed it all in the name of love…I followed the patterns of the woman in my family, I thought loving above everything and anything was the way to live, including above myself, my own desires and dreams…and yet, I was dead inside. Nothing felt enough. I felt as though I was living someone else’s life…I learned the hard way that this was because I hadn’t designed it…I had let my life choices define me…I wasn’t living a life created from my truth.
I was the child that learned at an early age to hide. That the way to feel safe was to not be seen, to be quiet. And I created my life with this belief…whatever everyone else wanted, I gave in.
It took me years to heal the scared little girl. As I felt my life crushing and suffocating me, I also heard a very faint cry within me, one that said ‘there is more, there is another way, there is more you.’
I heard the call of the Muse. I slowly let myself be seen. Witnessed. Held.
I fell in love with the Muse. She walked me through shadows, the crevices of my life I kept dark, and my desires came back to life.
As I allowed this new passion to fill me, I understood…The Muse was me. I had become devoted to myself. I became my best art.
I want this for you.
The world needs you alive and in your passion.
Your people will be better loved when you become devoted to yourself.
Your children. Your business. Your community.
Your entire life. Your world.
The world will only heal when women connect back to themselves.
Their passions. Their desires.
When they fully embody who they came here to be.
This is for you if…
you feel the pull toward something deeper within yourself
you are done hiding who you are
you desire to be seen, even if, even when it feels vulnerable
you are ready to awaken the parts of you you’ve ignored
you are ready to devote yourself to your truth
you may not feel fully ready,
but you are no longer waiting.
This is not for you if…
you are waiting to feel certain before you begin
you are looking for someone to lead your life for you
you want promises of transformation
you are not willing to be seen
you are not ready to see yourself
My love, I know what you’re thinking:
“If you awaken this…it might disrupt your life.” Yes. This work will change you, and you won’t be able to unsee your truth. But how much is it costing you staying where you are? You won’t be alone. I will hold you through your undoing.
“I don’t trust myself to follow through.” This isn’t about trying harder or even trying more things. This is about becoming a woman who no longer abandons herself, and being surrounded by women who won’t let you disappear again, the medicine of being witnessed.
“This sounds beautiful… but what actually happens?” We don’t just talk about awakening. We move through it together; from reconnecting to your body, to facing what you’ve been avoiding, to making real-life decisions from your truth, acknowledging your desires and awakening creativity.
“Is this self-indulgent, even vain?” The most dangerous thing you can do is abandon yourself and call it love. When we as women become fully alive, we become a better mother, partner, creator and not a diminished one.
“Am I too late?” Babe you can never be late in your own life, you’re right on time because now you can actually choose. But if you wait another year… you will be later.
“Can I really be seen like that?” Yes. You don’t need to be fearless to be seen, you just need to be done hiding, and I know this so well.
“Is this worth the money?” This isn’t about the price, it’s about the woman you become when you stop negotiating with your truth, when you know your value.
Inside The Muse Initiation, you will be supported through a carefully held six-week journey of self-devotion, expression, and embodied transformation.
The experience includes:
• a 6-week intimate initiation journey
• weekly live group sessions - Zoom
• a small, carefully curated group of women
• guided reflections, embodiment and creative invitations
• practices that support self-devotion and inner clarity
• a supportive environment for expression and visibility
• private space for connection and integration - Telegram
• one small - 8×10 - intuitive painting created by me during the initiation as a reflection of your essence and becoming, a visual anchor of the woman you are remembering. Mailed when the journey is complete. • a personalized letter from the muse channeled by me.
Each element of the container is designed to support you in reconnecting with yourself, expressing more freely, and embodying the woman you are becoming.
I’m Jenny, artist and living Muse.
In the suffocation and emptiness of my own life, I constantly craved beauty and my own desires to be explored; so from the depths of the cave I kept myself in, I answered the call of the Muse.
What I thought would be gentle path, turned out to be the medicine I most needed, creating a balance between light and darkness, my spirit and human self.
The Muse Initiation was the natural next step for me. As I embraced my Muse, and started living from her truth, I became more attuned to the women around me and how our lives have been so similar.
And what I crave the most now, is for women to live passionate lives, connected with their bodies, attuned to their desires and beauty.
I am not here as a teacher with answers.
I am a woman walking the path and inviting other women to walk beside me, while we witness each other, in our communing with the Muse.
The Muse Initiation is an intimate, high-touch experience designed for women who are ready to devote themselves fully to their next level of embodiment.
Due to the depth of this container and the closeness of the group, participation is limited.
Investment: $1,111
Payment plan available:
2 monthly payments of $555
Once accepted, your place is reserved within the circle.
The next initiation begins soon.
Once the circle is formed, participants will receive the confirmed start date and full details.
Spaces are limited to preserve the intimacy of the experience.
